I have slept. I have slept a bit this weekend. Funny how when you get some sleep, you actually feel more tired? It took all my will power not to nana nap this afternoon – you know the type where you find a nice warm and sunny spot and just doze off on a Sunday afternoon? My sleep has come at a cost though, I’ve been slack on seeing (even calling) my beautiful nan, and I had work to do. I wish I could have seen my nan. Not so disappointed on the work front (this will come back to bite me in the ass tomorrow).
I’ve watched my second 12WBT weekly mindset lesson (video). We’re closing in on week four, and get two a week. Its not through lack of commitment to them, merely lack of time. I still have two now not-so-new CD’s to load onto my mac…downloading a pod cast fits into the same category. Sidetracked.
I’m happy to announce to the world I am not a self-saboteur. Low image of ones self and self sabotage are different things. The Devil overheard the video and confirmed I’m not a self-saboteur. Quite the opposite really. We are more likely to argue because I don’t stop. Ever. What others would often see as an excuse, I generally see as a challenge – to beat. Have I mentioned I’m slightly competitive? Laziness frustrates the shit out of me. I’m not overly tolerant either.
The Devil came down to the gym tonight to give me some moral support and help me train, delightful. I completed the super Saturday session on Sunday (it still starts with ‘s’…). The man whom I would love to think of me as sexy, sensual and seductive (I did say THINK!) instead saw me not look remotely graceful, huffing, puffing and sweating. Mountain Climbers would not have been attractive from his angle. But, I did it. And he didn’t laugh at me. I put him through the same paces a little earlier in the week, I may have even earnt some fitness respect from the Devil.
The whole family is now behind me – including the pink Troll. She had a little packet of M&M’s today, and didn’t offer me a single one – I’m sure out of support knowing I’d only have to burn off the extra calories a little later…