Month: June 2012

Who stole my cheese?

  I am sitting here watching a program ‘Best Food Ever – Crazy for Cheese’.  I am reminding myself of my commitment to my 12WBT.  Watching a cheese program.  Committed to Michelle.  Cheese.  Committed.  I should just change the god damn channel.  Cheese – will I ever enjoy thee again?     I should really…

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My Deal with the Devil

It dawned on me this evening I’d signed up to the wrong forum on the 12WBT site.  I’ve been spectating in the 30+kg’s to lose forum, witnessing these amazing feats of 1, 1.5 and 2kg+ losses week in week out.  It fucks with your head.  When you’re clocking up gains and you read about others…

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Woe me?

  I have slept.  I have slept a bit this weekend.  Funny how when you get some sleep, you actually feel more tired?  It took all my will power not to nana nap this afternoon – you know the type where you find a nice warm and sunny spot and just doze off on a…

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Delusions

  I am devastated.  Shattered. Disenchanted.  Wednesday’s are weigh in days on the 12WBT.  I have smashed some calories this week.  I have eaten exceptionally well, the family are even eating the 12WBT recipes.  I have trained like a trojan, sweated like a freakin’ horse.  And, I’ve gained weight.  Admittedly, not record breaking amounts.  Based…

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Stuck in the lav

I should be sleeping.  I have to be present and accounted for at QANTAS in, oh – 6 and a bit hours.  Bugger. One of the video’s this week on the 12WBT site is about sleep, it apparently comes complete with some mini commitments.  I’ve not watched it but have read enough forum updates to…

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Yoda – Jedi master

I know I’m fortunate, and it goes beyond the fact I have two arms, two legs and a heart beat.  I’m married to the Devil and he is truly one of the good people on this earth.  Firstly, he is married to me, and that must take all his inner strength and diplomacy most mornings…

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